Iridescence — poem
The day I died drowning
was the greatest day of my little life
sometimes — thats what i think
It could have been in an apartment pool
or the colorado river
or pushed off the pier
In my dreams
i always end up here
under blue iridescence
with sunlight beaming through
caressing my retinas
spinning uncontrollably
here i am under
floating as it seems
taking in the wonder
of losing everything
but somehow, as I search for bits of air
i am not afraid
for that I am stronger than you
i know what it’s like to die
my thin skin pale and blue
— and the beautiful part of it all
is that I wouldn’t have had a clue
for that I am not afraid
of leaving you or anything behind
I say this but i know i didn’t die
when someone saved me
i inhaled the highest high
the world was spinning still
but
when it went away i’d walk, talk and write
do all the things i wouldn’t have
if i were not alive